It's exhausting, but what journey isn't? I choose to look at each failure as a new beginning, not because it makes failing easier to manage but because it's truth. I can start again and learn. I lose everything but now I can gain everything. I can repair the weaker aspects that allowed failure to happen and get stronger.
Taking a more positive approach to the situation I can look to what went well. I keep trying and don't give up, which means my heart is in the right place. And also that last day I really struggled, but I didn't cave as easily as I used to. I tried multiple different techniques to fight the urges. In the end they didn't work but the fight I put up shows that my conscious approach to this is getting stronger.
The aspects I need to change are my abilities to monitor thoughts and shift attention when needed. But also to not be on my phone as much. If I'm looking at insta, bored that there aren't new posts it's inevitable that my mind will wonder to these problems. In fact in some regards it's probably just remembering previous experiences as habitual action and that'll just trip me up. Instead I need to set times to check out social media (excluding if I get messages). Anyway I'm thinking of changing the format and look of this page. Less text based, more pictures as well. Would anyone be interested if I posted more personal things? Like I don't know guitar videos or whatever I get up to? It's unlikely I'd show my face😌😂 but I dunno as good as my little artistic things going I don't think it seems personal enough to get people interested in the page. I'll put some more thought into it. If you have any ideas by all means share them, I'd love to hear them. Have a blessed day!❤️ 🍃🍂----------------------🍃🍂
Throwback to beach vibes 🌊
I can wait for summer but spring, where are you 😫
Can’t wait for more spray tans by @lovetotanedison !!
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Is áit an mac an saol
🌀Such is Life🌀
Sorry mama! Technically I waited a year for my second one- the New Year 🤷🏼♀️
🍀My experience here in Ireland has been an incredibly powerful and spiritual one. The people with me, the ones I’ve met, and the space I found inside myself are things I am very grateful. Such is Life that when you think you have it figured out, you learn you wanted something else instead. Such is Life that when one door closes another opens. Such is Life that in order to find yourself you have to step out of your comfort zone.
These words represent the journey that I’ve been on thus far in my trip, and the journey of my life that lies ahead.
A huge thank you to Nora @highsocietytattoostudio ! I love this so much and am so grateful!
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